today I'm down

I probably preferred when I wasn't able to sleep

now I dream about her every night
and cannot stop thinkin' about it all day long

..is it a new philosophy?
～
yesterday a girl knocked at the door of the pink apartment,
hugged me, and ran away..

I couldn't even follow her
because I was sleepy, ill, and in my underwear.

I like taking showers so hot
that my skin becomes red

I'd like to go outside
but my eyes are so tired

I cannot sleep more than two hours a night..